PROLONGEDDDDD-PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :DD

2011-12-15T02:18:00.001+08:00

I can't believe i'm doing this, at this hour. heh
HI HELLO HELLO HI HELLO
Been a long time. So nostalgic everytime i pass by here

You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift with Lyrics

2011-05-03T02:14:00.000+08:00

2011-05-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

I got ALL or nothing, or maybe even
Nothing at all. I rather get it or dont get anything.. I dont wanna get scrapes.
Or maybe it's just me thinking too much, having high expectations as always...?
Anyway i'm sorry, god please forgive me
for chances of things going back to how they were is gonna be impossible.
Hard going back to pretend like nothing's happened.
Times where we spent time,just like how a family would.....................

Oh hey i didn't have a family, never had

2011-04-16T11:35:00.000+08:00

2011-04-12T08:49:00.001+08:00

Competition's over,and so will my jc life... Shouldn't be here anyway

2011-03-31T00:32:00.002+08:00

Screw everything.
Pw.Wushu.Friendships.Life.
That's how screwed up i am now...
Who said anything about enjoying

2011-03-06T13:13:00.001+08:00

Reading back sure brings back lots of memories.
The time i used to endear myself so closely to God..
To what am i today.
For the good or for the bad?
Only time will tell i guess

2010-12-17T14:45:00.003+08:00

ANYONE MISSED ME?
Hello.
hah holidays' been amazing!
workplace is totally awesome( totally),
so does AUD1!! :)
haha basically my whole church..Awesome.
AND NOT FORGETTING WUSHU. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-11-26T02:02:00.001+08:00

No point being the Prom king but still hated by some...
I rather not be anything then.
No one would read this yeah so...
Tag me if you even read this. Which i highly doubt so

2010-11-15T02:47:00.001+08:00

Hey...
since i was still online decided to blog a bit about something great...
Saw one of the best Nanquan athletes in Singapore who's only older than me by 2 years doing nanquan...And i would say that i was like : Wow.
The power,strength and the feelings just makes the Nanquan routine seem so effortless and easy.
Well i would say that instead of being discouraged,which was aggravated by the fact that my mum disallowed me to go to China just PUSHES me even harder to work hard for the next 2 months in training...And yes my aim is to be just like him :)
Well wouldn't mention his name...Would be a bit gay so...yeah.
oh and i will be joining a competition during dec to prepare myself too:)
Hopefully get to watch more Nanquan action there.
Holidays have been great,
Esp with my beloved dg-mates who make me feel so deeply loved,just like how jesus loves me amen :)
They may not see this but hey AUD1 I LOVE YOU!
Hehe
Cya

2010-11-11T02:20:00.002+08:00

Hey...
Been millions of months since i posted so..here i am hahaha.
Well o's hasn't been that bad i would say,like really least demanding then what i expected.
And just 1 more day and it's gonna be over LIKE YEAH MAN.
These few months without Wushu has been terrible...as in really really bad.
Oh well i guess that's also good cause im gonna have a Wushu frenzy starting from next week. :D
Meridian has called me to go for training,and coach wants me to help him out every sat at a primary school.
HOW AWESOME IS THAT.
Not forgetting i can go for service again.
Gonna enjoy all this while i can...
And nothing's gonna stop me.
Hopefully ( most probably) i will be able to go to China in Dec for training...
And GYM GYM GYM.
Yeah that's what i will be doing these holidays...
So prolongggggggggggggggggggged pain i shall see you real soon...
Meanwhile...Bye :)
And i just really dont like it when...

2010-09-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

...
I feel so terrible no words could describe that feeling.
Ya even knew what happened.
Someone please help me...

2010-09-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

See ya tomorrow <3

2010-09-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

Damn another week of school just ended like this...
Gotta chiong work for holidays at Jet's house next week..
God please bless me with power-ups so that i wont sleep so much anymore.
:(
Oh well on a positive note i have AMATHS TUITION tomorrow.Wow
Gotta go and do my workout and bath before i sleep...
See ya when i see ya

I guess someone can post now cause i posted already :D
Heh.

2010-08-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

Another week of School starts...

I gotta buck up!! Come on please..

All i wanna do is to be there for you.

2010-08-19T22:54:00.005+08:00

This week sucked.

I shouldn't have asked.It just broke into a million pieces.

& ohmygod im dying..

2010-08-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

:/
Today was kinda...idk.
My olvl english oral's next week and i dont even know how to do picture discussion...
Oh well.
Stayed at school till about 6 and ate dinner with Ky and guoyang before heading back to school for FOCUS.
Ms Lo said that i am okay for my SS...But WHAT ABOUT MY GEOGRAPHY...
I hate to say it but my GM food really sucks to the core... :(
Yes MrsAli i hope you dont see this and strangle me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And my Maths...Fml man

2010-08-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

(:
Well i guess this year's kinda different because i finally felt something during my b'day...hahahaaa.
Thankyou Felicia for the super duper cool Waterbottle and stickers man...(:
Jojo,nicole,Qifeng and not forgetting Shaun for the Deodorant and cleanser..? ._.
And Mschng for the super nice....Present!!
Oh yeah...Khengyi too! ( But she hasn't give it though :p)
Love you guys to the max man..
oh on second thoughts it's gonna end in like 1hour plus...Oh well.
It's time to step back into reality as the olvl comes closer closer..

2010-08-08T01:31:00.002+08:00

Yes...Hi im awake.
Today was great,mugged from 11.25(tuition) till 5 for Maths and went to ky's house.
I swear it was hilarous...Damn.
Gotta help MsChng to move her house tomorrow,and that basically means free workout plus
hanging out with poyai guoquan and zonghao. :)
I gotta complete my workout just before i sleep!!! :(
80 push ups alr...left coach's confirmed 6pac workout...Let's hope it's accurate or i would be doing it for nothing dudeeeee.
But first of all...I GOTTA STOP MY CRAVINGS. T_T
Yes im trying hard by not bringing money to school so that i can't buy food...how pathetic.
Well,for the sake of a bright wushu future plus Non-mockery(by fat people themselves)
what choice do i have? :/
Anyway just when i finished this i realised im going for Jet's bbq tomorrow...Shit.
Pray to god there's not gonna be enough food.
Okay before it's too lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to workout now,
I gotta go.
Good morning Dude.
I know that pic is freaking ugly.FREAKING

2010-08-05T21:03:00.004+08:00

okay i put this purely because it looks kinda cool...is it?
Today was just a typical day i guess...I got 36 for my l1r5 wth...
:( This is so heartbreaking.
Well i guess i can only blame myself for not studying at all during the June holidays...
I swear im gonna get at least 20 for my mock examination.I hope so.
Anyway went to Jalankayu with coach mschng poyai and khengyi for Dinner today.
Talked till 8.30...
We were talking and laughing about all sorts of things.
And YES i cant wait for Eoy camp,backpacking and Wushu training once o's are over.
Woohoooooooo.
For now,it's getting my Amaths to b4 dudeeeeeee.
!?@?@#$$!%^&!

2010-07-31T23:11:00.003+08:00

Say hi to Contact lens,bye bye to specs (:
School this week has been amazingly tiring and fruitful.
How long more can i last...?
obviously till my o's la...What choice.
All i pray now is for my Maths to at least get a b4. :/
na mo ah mi tuo fuo...
And when it's finally over,
(:
What's weird is that there's actually the basketball machine at the arcade at cp!!
Uh oh...Im so gonna go there everyday...
And there's this woman who was so hilarous today that she actually started the game without any ball at that machine...and she actually complained.
Interesting.
out tomorrow and another week of marathon begins..

2010-07-25T12:53:00.001+08:00

RHD pics.

Social Etiquette.

Performance at WestCoast CC yesterday was a success ^^
Luckily i still remembered and with my weapons in such a condition...Phew.
As always ; Thanks MummyChng for the delicious dinner and accompany :)
Wonder whether there would be a chance like this ever again after sec school life..

2010-07-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

PHiesta :)

My date with 10.

Social Etiquette.^^

Great.Now what

2010-07-18T14:12:00.003+08:00

PHiesta 1 was great on Friday... :)
I have to admit the A row seats were good because you could almost see all their expressions get very close up to the performance.
But sadly beside me was just a old man...
And the other side was MaoXiang.Boring
I was hoping for some...you know.
Anyway headed to Jalan kayu to eat supper after that with mao cliff jet desmond.

And went for Ky's bbq yesterday with poyai.
hahaha.
It was great,esp the ending part....Lol.
Got my fav shirt stained and went home looking like a girl.
heh

Gotta go now...Gonna buy stuffs for social etiquette on thursday.

And do not.I repeat.DO NOT ever do that.
I hate it.
Life's much relaxed now...Is it?

2010-07-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

Ndp rehersal yesterday was great!!!
Went with zonghao and jojo...
Headed down to the chalet afterwards,
nothing much so watched Despicable me.
"It's so fluffy im gonna die!"
Agnes is soooooooooooo cute i tell you.
Reached home at 3...
Is this really the life of a sec4 who's gonna take his olvl this year?
Hm...

2010-07-03T01:31:00.008+08:00

Prelims are over!!!
Yes im gonna be soooooooo prepared for my 20points target.woo
Amaths was a killer....Humanities was great and science was manageable.
It's a miracle considering i didnt study for my prelims at all...
And i fucking hate yalams.
I mean come on.

please play fucking soccer instead of dirtying yourself.

Damn...Irritating fellows.That's why i play basketball instead.

Had a bad experience(again) at the Nike Cup recently..

Pussies.

Anyway..................................................................................
Forget it.Continue sucking dicks

2010-06-23T14:01:00.002+08:00

I have gained considerably ALOT of weight during this boring holidays....-.-
And that is why
I HATE HOLIDAYS.

2010-06-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

Jiaolian....你在哪里..
Qifeng and jojo..你们呢?
:(

2010-06-11T02:46:00.001+08:00

Beautiful................................................................

2010-06-09T16:42:00.004+08:00

Oh my god!!
i still cant believe Meridian jc offered me dsa through Wushu!! :)
I thought there wasn't any chance anymore....
But when they called me during my ss consultation@school yesterday im like : !!!
2011 and 2012 inter-school wushu championships ...here i come!!
I even thought i would settle for poly instead... Woooooooooooooooo
See my wushu team was so happy they celebrated it for me.heh

Thankyou MummyChng! hahahaha
& lastly:
I just realise most of the things i post are always(and forever) about Wushu...Hm

2010-05-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

~ 2more days and i can finally sleep on my bed instead of the table every morning... x.x

2010-05-23T12:51:00.001+08:00

I can't "wait" for the next week to come....
Without wushu life's bored to the max!!!

2010-05-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

At that moment of time,i wanted to say.....Nah it's okay.
But.....................................

2010-05-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

:0
A really tiring week......every morning i feel like dying

2010-05-03T11:39:00.001+08:00

What's yours?

2010-04-24T14:56:00.005+08:00

Some overdue pics from the camp and on friday..:)

2010-04-17T21:28:00.006+08:00

We did it.
3rd for group weapon and quan.

My beloved bboys.
Remember we shouting : yeah babe!!!
When we got our results.
We won schools like victoria,hwa chong,manjusri,dunman and monfort!!!
Still can't believe.
Mschng so silly,she was waiting outside the school for us and crying!!!
Nearly made me cry too.... :)
A great way to step down..right?
This time really 拼啦.

:)

2010-04-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

Reasons for me to start my diet again...

Reasons Not To Eat

You will be FAT if you eat today, so just put it off one more day

Well, you don't really NEED food

You'll be able to run fast without extra weights holding you back

Starvation is an example of excellent willpower

You'll be able to see the shape of your beautiful strong bones under your skin

Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs onto your bones like a parasite

Too many people in America are obese

People who eat are selfish and unrealistic, we should experience how Africans are feeling

Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them?

Would you want people to say, ‘For god’s sake get off of me, you’re crushing me and I can’t breathe!’ or ‘You are soo light.’ ?

Saying ‘No, thanks,’ to food is indirectly saying ‘Yes, please,’ to THIN!

Is food more important than happiness in life? Your appearance to others?

Eating is giving in to the evil food

When you start to get dizzy and weak, you’re almost there

Hunger is your friend and it won’t betray you and make you look fat, like how food will

Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and works on you from the inside out, making you fat, bloated, ugly, and unhappy

Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes

If you don’t eat tonight, you’ll thank yourself tomorrow when you’re thinner

2010-04-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

What can i say....
Why did i touch the floor!?
Supposed score: 8.23
Once i touch it....
Score: 7.93.
Supposed rank: 11th.
Once i touch it...
Rank: 17th.
Target fail.......
..............................
:(

2010-04-05T19:51:00.001+08:00

Dear JiaJun,
Goodluck for tomorrow!
Number 34.

2010-03-27T18:10:00.005+08:00

Just 9............9 more days before it finally arrives.
I reckon there is no more hope.
They are too good,i cannot possibly win.
Sighs..I shall not think about all these now.
I will try my best.
Thankyou coach.
Thankyou MsChng.Please drink more water.
Thankyou jojo and qf.Taking care of the team together for 1year plus.

After all these,I shall rot till my olvls.
Spending 4years there,i didnt realise how much i actually enjoyed it.
I could have won......but i just threw it all away.
Remember skipping lessons cause i thought i was so GOOD.joke.
Look at other people stupid....you cannot even be compared to a half of them.
And what if i really treated it seriously when i was pri 1?
Hm.............
okay forget it.

I still failed mz science,and miraculously passing everything else.
And so i went for the Kidney amazing race today with jojo and co at Khatib.
Unexpectedly,we actually got 3rd.
I got a buffet tomorrow,so please stop myself from eating dinner today.Hallejuah

I still love you guys no matter how irritating you all can be sometimes.hehe

2010-03-22T20:43:00.003+08:00

Was this what happened to you when you were young and you had a crush on this girl..?
:) 5-Star.

2010-03-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

Am i really that irritating..................
That you would resort to such methods.You can just tell me.Seriously.

2010-03-19T11:23:00.002+08:00

Just 16 more days before it finally arrives...
加油啊.
Coach says there's a chance..But what if?
Gonna practice and prepare for it.
Do it with no regrets..

2010-03-05T22:45:00.001+08:00

That was not what i wanted...

2008-07-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

加油啊。